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Annette's avatar

I have a very sensitive and deeply empathetic heart and living these days can feel incredibly overwhelming.

I’m also prone to depression and have very deep feelings of sadness and anxiety.

Just being alive in this country that I love, being constantly bombarded with the utter hypocrisy of our elected leaders who say one thing and then do the exact opposite. The constant lies and gaslighting is making my brain hurt. The violence that our government is perpetuating and spreading is breaking my soul.

In order to try to keep from going crazy, I have a practice that helps me calm my heart and soul enough to be able to sleep at night. I put the book I’ve been reading on the nightstand, take off my glasses and turn off the light. In a soft voice I say out loud:

Behind me peaceful

Before me peaceful

Under me peaceful

Over me peaceful

Inside me peaceful

(Navajo prayer)

And every morning before my feet hit the floor I say that Navajo prayer so I’m ready to face the day. And these days it’s getting harder and harder to remain peaceful.

The horrible events that have taken place over the last 24 hours have broken my heart and enraged me. I don’t know how to keep both of those emotions in my heart and body at the same time. I simultaneously scream at the television and cry buckets of tears. It’s all too much to process.

Debbie Young's avatar

I just wake up and take one day at a time.I try to ignore the little things that don’t need my attention now or if ever and put one step in front of the other very quietly.My Grampa used to say- I am still here because god turned another page.

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