The first time I heard Leonard Cohen's "Dance Me to the End of Love," I was captivated by its haunting beauty. But when I learned the true story behind the song, it shattered something inside me, opening a window into one of history's darkest chapters.
Cohen's inspiration came from one of the most horrific practices during the Holocaust - the use of prisoner orchestras in Nazi concentration camps. These orchestras, composed of imprisoned musicians, were forced to play as their fellow prisoners were marched to the gas chambers. This knowledge transformed the song for me. Now, every line feels like a dagger to my heart, beautiful and devastating in equal measure.
The "burning violin" isn't just a poetic image anymore. It's a grotesque perversion of art and culture, forced to provide a soundtrack to genocide. When I hear Cohen plead "Dance me to the end of love," I can't help but imagine the final moments of countless victims, their last earthly experiences scored by this cruel mockery of beauty.
As I've delved deeper into the history, learning about all the groups the Nazis targeted - not just Jews, but Roma and Sinti people, individuals with disabilities, Slavic peoples, homosexuals, Jehovah's Witnesses, political dissidents, Black people, Freemasons, and anyone deemed "asocial" - I feel a growing sense of dread. Each of these groups faced their own torments, their own forced dances to the end. And I can't shake the terrifying thought: could we be next? If Project 2025 is enacted, is is a certainty.
This fear led me to write "Dance Me into Silence":
Dance me where the shadows stretch,
Where stars forget to cast their glow.
Hold me close as violins hum,
In rooms where only silence grows.
As a woman in a same-sex marriage in 2024, Cohen's song has taken on a new, terrifyingly personal significance. With initiatives threatening to strip away LGBTQ+ rights, I find myself lying awake at night, Cohen's lyrics echoing in my mind. Could this become our reality? Could we face persecution simply for loving?
These fears poured out of me when I wrote "Dance Me Where the Violins Weep":
Dance me where the violins weep,
Their horsehair bows frayed and damp.
Clutch me close in shadows deep,
Where our love's a fading lamp.
What haunts me most about Cohen's song is the unimaginable cruelty humans are capable of inflicting on one another. And yet, the song also speaks to the endurance of love and beauty even in the face of such horror. I cling to that hope, even as fear threatens to overwhelm me.
Cohen's "Dance Me to the End of Love" has become more than just a song to me. It's a reminder of the atrocities we must never forget or allow to be repeated. It's a warning of how quickly things can change. But it's also an affirmation of the power of love and art to preserve our humanity even in the darkest times.
As we face an uncertain future, we must keep dancing to the end of love, whatever that end may be. Not because we're forced to, but because it's how we affirm our humanity in the face of those who would deny it. In doing so, we honor not just our own love, but the memory of all those who have danced before us - facing hatred and persecution.
The challenge lies not just in recognizing these echoes of history, but in convincing others of their relevance today. Yet we must remain alert, ready to sound the alarm and to stand together against the forces that would divide us.
In the end, Cohen's song reminds us that even in the face of unspeakable horror, we have a choice. We can succumb to fear and hatred, or we can choose to dance - to love, to create, to resist. It's a dance that requires courage, vigilance, and an unwavering commitment to our shared humanity. And it's a dance that, now more than ever, we cannot afford to sit out.
So let us dance, not to the end of love, but to its endurance. Let our steps be a testament to the resilience of the human spirit, our movements a defiance against those who would deny our humanity. In this dance, we find our strength, our community, and our hope for a future where the violins weep no more.
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Cohen’s “Dance Me to the End of Love”
Dance me to your beauty with a burning violin
Dance me through the panic 'til I'm gathered safely in
Lift me like an olive branch and be my homeward dove
Dance me to the end of love
Dance me to the end of love
Oh, let me see your beauty when the witnesses are gone
Let me feel you moving like they do in Babylon
Show me slowly what I only know the limits of
Dance me to the end of love
Dance me to the end of love
Dance me to the wedding now, dance me on and on
Dance me very tenderly and dance me very long
We're both of us beneath our love, we're both of us above
Dance me to the end of love
Dance me to the end of love
Dance me to the children who are asking to be born
Dance me through the curtains that our kisses have outworn
Raise a tent of shelter now, though every thread is torn
Dance me to the end of love
Dance me to your beauty with a burning violin
Dance me through the panic 'til I'm gathered safely in
Touch me with your naked hand or touch me with your glove
Dance me to the end of love
Dance me to the end of love
Dance me to the end of love
Gloria this is very beautiful and yes haunting. It is a fight we dare not lose.
It is why when people ask me who I am voting for I answer "I Choose Decency".
His death in 2016 so compounded my grief and anger of those years. I thought at the time that his music would perish; it seemed that so many things I loved were facing extermination, the monasteries where I attended meditations, friends lost down the maga hole, hope for the future of democracy, but I decided to fight. I’m still fighting.
If I may be so bold as to share:
When they poured across the border
I was cautioned to surrender
This I could not do
I took my gun and vanished.
I have changed my name so often
I've lost my wife and children
But I have many friends
And some of them are with me
An old woman gave us shelter
Kept us hidden in the garret
Then the soldiers came
She died without a whisper
There were three of us this morning
I'm the only one this evening
But I must go on
The frontiers are my prison
Oh, the wind, the wind is blowing
Through the graves the wind is blowing
Freedom soon will come
Then we'll come from the shadows
L.C. ‘67